Carpe Diem

Instagasm.

2012-01-24T00:14:00.005+08:00

Hi guys. I initially wanted to move to tumblr but I guess it is just not right.. BUT it is also not very ideal in here. So I figured that I am going to stay around both blogger and tumblr like how it used to be (Yah -_- I know) If eventually I make up my mind, things will be announced.. :)

Moving on, in the blink of an eye. I mean not even the entire blink but quarter of it, the Lunar New Year made it's way here. I can totally see how far the olevels is my history. I got my results, I applied for JC. That's it. Since everything went well, I can say the rabbit year has been really good to me and I'm thankful for that! Now moving on to the dragon year, I sincerely wish it will yet again be a prosperous and peaceful year. Of course, most importantly my family shall be blessed and I can do well in the new institution! Actually,there are only a couple of days left to when school reopens. I should really cherish these few days; spend quality time with family and friends, do some soul-searching(haha), rest really well so as to gather enough energy to usher the hell-like days in..

Instagrams for you before I stop here,

CNY yesterday,

Dawn of a new year.

2012-01-02T22:31:00.009+08:00

Hi... I didn't have the chance to post on the last day of 2011 and the first of Jan2012. So... here it is, I shall update now. 2nd of Jan2012, it's not that bad, right?.. Frankly I'm here having the crazy urge to reflect on the 2011 and organise my new year resolutions but it seems like this year is a boring one except the O's battle(not that it is interesting either). And and! I don't really know what I want to achieve in 2012. All I know is that I'm still stuck in the moment and panicking about the release of results.. I shall (hopefully... probably..) move on to the next institution.

The beginning of 2010 I remember; jumping for joy and punching fists in the air, determined to take on olevels. Includes making resolutions like not doing last minute studying too. What's funny is that I only started studying a little more seriously near the prelim dates. Ought to be too late. Was told that you have to start studying early in the year to really excel.. Yeah wtf.

Thus.. It's seems like I did not put in my all for the exam and everyone is going to do so much better.

Apart from that all, 2011, it's the year I sat through O's and survived it (can't help but emphasize again). The year of worst scores and positions in my entire secondary school life. The year I graduated and went for prom. The year I decided to start blogging again. The year I didn't listen to my parents very often(k I'm not proud of it). The year I scrapped my poor knees and got myself gruesome scars. The year I experienced for myself the feeling of wearing contacts(not that creepy as I've imagined). The year I changed to iphone4s fucking finally after two terrible years with my lousy gadget. The year I worked at an ITshow under a gay boss and still haven't receive my pay YET. The year I bought my first swag product. The year I've learnt that my attempt to hold on is going straight down the drain, in vain. The year I keep switching on music genre, from kpop to epop/cpop then realising that I can't get the hell out of cheesy kpop and currently.. more of #crowdlu.

2012 will be better.

2012 calls for a fresh start. Resolutions to be made, a whole year stretching ahead of you to anticipate, to fill in with your empty promises about dieting,financial and studying habits etc etc.. Okay, I'm guilty of the "2011 is shit blah blah blah" and 2012's gonna be better. As always. (as seen from above evidence) I think ultimately nothing is going to happen unless you take action..

Then let's work towards something simple.
1. Be less of a bitch.
2. Stop being an lazy ass and study well.
3. Play an instrument.
4. Be less of a bitch.
5. Be less of a bitch.

Well. Look back! Resolutions never stick right? Why bother to put in so much effort?? It sums it all; just BE LESS OF A _______. You fill in the generic term.

I shall skip the part about sappy thank yous, expression of affection, good luck for your future endeavours kind of crap, in short, giving dedicatiiOnzZcx on the blog like a 12 yr old dude.

Anyhow, just so you know I absolutely love all of you and HAPPY NEW YEAR GUISE.

P/S: I hope the world ending on 2012 is not true. To be honest, I haven't live enough..

Here comes a feeling you thought you'd forgotten

2011-12-21T18:50:00.009+08:00

The below seems very relevant. The blogging feel that I thought I'd forgotten is back. So, how did you like my new customised blogskin? Html skills are rather rusty but now that the skin is made I'm feeling quite awesome. But I worry that the content doesn't match with this classy blogskin. My posts/rants can be childish.. Class and childish #thingsthatdontmatch ...

I also need nice photos for updates. The problem is that I'm lacking the gadgets for HQ photos. With only my 4s phone and digital cam, I can't do much. I will probably end up deleting posts cause the photos are not up to standard and they ruin the blog. I'm paranoid and I think excessively HAHA. Seems like I place too much emphasis on beautifying the blog than actually updating it. So..in the end I don't have ANY archive for you. Pathetic, ikr..

Okay, the conclusion is I should kick this urge to delete posts!!

Erm. Life's been great after o's. A lot of things happened from mid November till now; Prom Night, first holiday job at sitex ITshow, massive slacking after the 4-days job, numerous outings and am going to an interview soon for next job! Just a short notice about my current doings and I will stop here for the day？

xx

18th December.

2011-12-20T20:30:00.003+08:00

2011-12-16T22:37:00.005+08:00

2011-11-15T19:17:00.006+08:00

Basically olevels is over. Yes it's OVER! But the problem is I don't feel the surge of adrenaline which I pictured I would get initially in the midst of o's - which is extremely weird. Anyhow, I really survived it and it's unbelievable!!! Funny how I thought I will die during the battle.

I don't even want to begin to think about my results.. I hope I can stay positive and accept whatever that is already factual.For now, just look forward to the outings starting tomorrow as well as prom night that is falling on this friday!~

P/S: Oh yah, today marks the start of the blogging journey :)