Dawn of a new year.

Hi... I didn't have the chance to post on the last day of 2011 and the first of Jan2012. So... here it is, I shall update now. 2nd of Jan2012, it's not that bad, right?.. Frankly I'm here having the crazy urge to reflect on the 2011 and organise my new year resolutions but it seems like this year is a boring one except the O's battle(not that it is interesting either). And and! I don't really know what I want to achieve in 2012. All I know is that I'm still stuck in the moment and panicking about the release of results.. I shall (hopefully... probably..) move on to the next institution.

The beginning of 2010 I remember; jumping for joy and punching fists in the air, determined to take on olevels. Includes making resolutions like not doing last minute studying too. What's funny is that I only started studying a little more seriously near the prelim dates. Ought to be too late. Was told that you have to start studying early in the year to really excel.. Yeah wtf.

Thus.. It's seems like I did not put in my all for the exam and everyone is going to do so much better.

Apart from that all, 2011, it's the year I sat through O's and survived it (can't help but emphasize again). The year of worst scores and positions in my entire secondary school life. The year I graduated and went for prom. The year I decided to start blogging again. The year I didn't listen to my parents very often(k I'm not proud of it). The year I scrapped my poor knees and got myself gruesome scars. The year I experienced for myself the feeling of wearing contacts(not that creepy as I've imagined). The year I changed to iphone4s fucking finally after two terrible years with my lousy gadget. The year I worked at an ITshow under a gay boss and still haven't receive my pay YET. The year I bought my first swag product. The year I've learnt that my attempt to hold on is going straight down the drain, in vain. The year I keep switching on music genre, from kpop to epop/cpop then realising that I can't get the hell out of cheesy kpop and currently.. more of #crowdlu.

2012 will be better.

2012 calls for a fresh start. Resolutions to be made, a whole year stretching ahead of you to anticipate, to fill in with your empty promises about dieting,financial and studying habits etc etc.. Okay, I'm guilty of the "2011 is shit blah blah blah" and 2012's gonna be better. As always. (as seen from above evidence) I think ultimately nothing is going to happen unless you take action..

Then let's work towards something simple.
1. Be less of a bitch.
2. Stop being an lazy ass and study well.
3. Play an instrument.
4. Be less of a bitch.
5. Be less of a bitch.

Well. Look back! Resolutions never stick right? Why bother to put in so much effort?? It sums it all; just BE LESS OF A _______. You fill in the generic term.

I shall skip the part about sappy thank yous, expression of affection, good luck for your future endeavours kind of crap, in short, giving dedicatiiOnzZcx on the blog like a 12 yr old dude.

Anyhow, just so you know I absolutely love all of you and HAPPY NEW YEAR GUISE.

P/S: I hope the world ending on 2012 is not true. To be honest, I haven't live enough..